MOM

Mom.

The one’s that never disappointed you. Even she never knows the taste of your smile, her eyes spell a magic that will heal what you feels. Even she never be there when your tears are burn out, your heart will calling her name and your pain slowly endure.

Mom.

She was a miracle magic that been Gifted. Even you had a broken coz of her; someday you will realize that you miss her for that broken that makes you standing here now.

Mom.

Sometimes she not used in showing how she loves you. But she does cry when she couldn’t stand holding your pain by just looking.

Mom.

In the most of time, we forget that she also had a pain and tears. How could we never seen she cry because of that? Because she was a

MOM…

Mom.

You’re the great person that I ever-meet even people’s come to me and say you’re not. You’re great in your way, handling your children that they never know how hard you’re. You’re great in your way, when you have to sacrifice between your children and your siblings; they never know when they don’t wear the same shoes of you. You’re great in your way, be alive when you been tested with your mother in law; they never know how it’s killing you everyday. Because you’re a human too, I know you are not perfect, that sometimes you cross the border that make people throw you away; forgot the times when you are standing with them even they don’t have nothing in return. It’s ok mom. I’m here for you. Even I can’t paint your memories with the bright colors that will make you smile joy, in the name of Our Creator, I promise to make you perfect to Him with my dua’a that I will sing along your breathe. That was the only the gift that I hope will suture you, for all the pains and hard time you going through, for all the mistakes that you can’t yet see, for all your inside broken that make you been spaced from Him.

When I am down my soul so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...

To more than I can be..

Mom.

Thank you for raised me up as what I’m standing now. I owe you a lot till I can’t make it into words.

Mom.

You’re the greatest things that happen in my life. Thank you for having me as your children!

Mom.

Now I’m looking at the sky; smiling when I know I will miss you; someday. 

Mom.

I’m hurting. Do pray for me. So that I can be as great as you mom..

Mom.

I will learn to deal with this life. So that, I will be a great mom as you. InsyaAllah.

Mom.

I love you.

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Ya Rabb.

For the breath that You still borrowed me, please guide, grant, ease and bless her till she be back to You. She had done great – raised me up as I’m standing here, firm like a mountain even I had been broke many of times. Thank you Rabb for Gifted her as my MOM..

For the remaining time, I hope I can make you smile happily for having me as your children.

–nk