A Piece of Life

Sometimes life just make you smiles...
But then its make you cry...

Feels so helpless. Being cold in the dark. Lost for nothing. Lonely. Just oneself.

For those thing that mess-up most, i'm still who i am. Being here. Nothing changed. Nothing moved. Just numb into myself. And the pain still sorely. Stab deep to the heart.

As the clouds began to march,
As the sun began to fade,
The moon will shining soon,
The star will sparkling bright...
Then why i'm still here...
Standing for nothing,
Just because the pain,
That will heal soon,
by the time,
by the days...
Unknowingly, the time went by just like that...

Hold the breath. Was hoping...
As the rain falls,
Let it wash away,
All the pain of yesterday...

But life just not easy as you sweep the dust away. Coz the truth, reality was bitter...

When people tell you to let it go,
the more tears drop in your heart..
When you pretend that you're okay,
The more you look bad...
As the sorrow show in your eyes...
Not speak out,
But, keep on spin a yarn...

I'm still standing here. Do nothing. Just waiting for the rains. Let it wash away all the pain of yesterday...

If life can give you smile,
it also can make you cry...
But life never walk away from you..
Either today,
it still will be your day..
Nor the past,
it still be your memories...

Then i realize...
Just hold your pain,
Drive your aim,
Let's smile again,
Coz Allah always cure your pain..
No matter what,
How much you feel hard,
HE always by your side...
forgive your mistakes,
Hear what you want to say about,
Accept your repentance,
Still give you a chance,
Waited for you...

So why i still standing far away from HIM...
when with HIM i will find my way...

"When I have fashioned him (in due proportion) and breathed into him of My spirit, fall ye down in obeisance unto Him." [15:29]

"Maka apabila Aku telah menyempurnakan kejadiannya, dan telah meniupkan ke dalamnya roh (ciptaan) Ku, maka tunduklah kamu kepadaNya dengan bersujud." [15:29]

The day its raining was tearing. Alhamdulillah...

When we stepped foot out,

Raise the hands,

Breath the fresh air,

Enjoy the bright sun shining,

Have we ever wonder,

Where did all this favors...?

If the people want to count the favors of Allah swt grant, they will not be able to calculate. Even as the ink of sea water, all the twigs and leaves of trees as the pen is in the face of this earth as paper, it will never be solved. How great and many blessings that God bestowed on around us... Subahanallah, Praise be to Allah Almighty...

Don't just seat for the mercy,
Coz the moments will pass away,
And you will still with the pains..
Don't just questioning,
Coz you will never find the way,
unless you go through the pain,
seek the bright way,
to get smile again...

Patience is beautiful...
As the rain begin to subside,
the rainbow will appear colorful...
Lovely. Peaceful. Solace.

"O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient." [2:153]

You can't run away for being hurting,
but you can turn the pain into happiness,
when you decide to face the pain as your test from HIM, with the full of love...

Being Abdillah not just follow your step and your head,
but being the 'real' Abdillah is when you know who  your Creator 
and follow HIS rules and pleased with HIS fate... ~

"Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] 
has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? 
They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their]
messenger and those who believed with him said,"When is the help of Allah ?" 
Unquestionably, the help of Allah is near."  [2:214]


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