If I Can Wish

When I sit

Looking at the sky

I wish that you just an ordinary man

So that

I won’t be hurting

For every girl that stop in your day

For every word of you that I have to chew; stabbing my heart into pieces

For the fight that I know, I am nothing

Each time for dua’a

I can’t help myself to be strong

When my heart keep whispering your name

For the things that I used to make

It was being hard for me

To stop it all

If I can wish

That you just an ordinary man

It just only the dream that I ever make in this life

So that

I won’t sleep

With the tears on my face

–nk